I had the most realistic but fantasy dreams today. There are a 2 dreams. The first dream, I dream't that I was able to meet a figure skater who saw me skating around the ice rink. Then, two things could have taken place. The first was, that she would help me and teach me how to skate by holding me and I would almost fall a few times.
The second is that she took me to a figure skating instructor and she, meaning the instructor would teach me how to skate. Of course she wouldn't hold me but she'll laugh and smile as I try to not fall. After that, it was the same for both situations. It would be like a break, then I would get out of the ice rink, and get something from my bag, which then I would wake up. It was as if the bag was in the real world and the moment I open my eyes, reality rushes into my face.
It was still early in the morning like around 6. So I decided to go back to sleep. This is the second dream. This dream, took place in a place, similar to the world of Spirited Away. But it was different. For those who have watched it, remember the scene where there was an alleyway filled with food stalls with food on the plates but no one attending them? Yeah.
Then at night, ghostly creatures would appear at that alley. Anyone who ate the food there would not stop eating and will eventually turn into pigs which will be food. Well, there were alleyways like this all over the place we were living in.
In the dream, my parents were having a party at our house, which happened to be at an alleyway but there were no ghostly creatures there somehow and no food stalls. only tables and people at the tables. It was a buffet dinner.
I helped my parents and some church people where there helping too. And one of them was her. I saw her when I crossed paths with her while carrying a crate of food which she was doing too. After I've finished my task, I sat down on a stone bench in front of the sliding front door of my house.
She sat beside me after a while. I just ignored her like I normally do. Then she said hi, and we talked for a while. Then she asked me to help her with something. It was a fill-in-the-blanks english essay. I filled in the blanks with her pen which went quite slow. She just sat patiently looking around, also looking a bit bored.
I realized it would go faster if I used my pen, which was next to me, in my bag, on my bedside. I then opened my eyes to get it. When I opened my eyes, I realized it was all just a dream and sighed. But I still went to get the pencil box out of the bag and was looking for my pen. By the time I realized I wasn't there anymore, I was already ruffling through my pens. That was how real the dream was to me.
I seem to dream of realistic but most probably things that would never happen. How I wished that it was true, but maybe it was just part of God's plan. I feel that He's filling the holes of my heart slowly with something not quite him. It was like He found the pieces and gave it back to me.
I feel better now. Thank you. : ]
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