Sunday, December 25, 2011

Ah Christmas...

Its almost 5 am on Christmas morning.
Listening to Goodbye Lullaby.
Thinking of the old days.
Wondering who is gonna comment on something on facebook.
Hoping the days after will be great.
Missing my lovely darling.
Constantly hoping and praying for everyone's well being.
Hoping for nice surprises.
Just talk to me already!! :P
This blog is dying or dead.
Maybe a revival is in order? O.O..
I should add a picture to this post...
But I'm too lazy. XP
Thinking of getting better headphones.
Money Money Money.
Haih... if only life isn't that hard. Too bad it is.
Well..
Time to sleep..

Goodnight..

Have a very merry Christmas and may your days be blessings.

Cherio. : ]

Sunday, December 11, 2011

I HAVE TWO POSTS THIS YEAR!!! ^_^

Yes!! It is true!!
I have only two posts this year.
Cause I don't use this blog anymore.
I just come visit.
Yes I do. : ]
So... If you're reading this...
You must have nothing to do!!
Which means...
YOUAREAWESOME!!!
Coolios...
Alrighty...
Farty..
Bye. : ]

Monday, September 19, 2011

Paintball, Knife, Camping Gear Fanatic?

Helloes!!
Its been ten thousand years since I've updated this.
As the title says, I am going crazy over Paintball and other things.
Only problem is no munnie...
so.. I might just join revenge of the chickens.
If i can get 3k, Man.. Imma be happy.
Thats all fer now..
Cheerios!!
: ]

Monday, July 12, 2010

So.. What now? I'm BeN.



It HURTS when people tell me

NOT TO CARE ANYMORE

It hurts.

But I can't.
I care too much.

I have a theory.

Show someone love
and care

And you would have
saved a life.

We were created out of love.

We were born to love.

We first loved our parents,
then we loved our friends,
then we loved our partner.

We were made in the IMAGE OF GOD.

GOD IS LOVE

So now,
can you tell me

not to care anymore?

I have discovered
the true meaning of living

Its time,
you found out.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

I'm the one
who's lost among the found.

Who wants things

that last.

Who searches for

What he wants
and needs

Who finds them

only to lose them

The search never ends

The desires
never fulfilled.

So.. What now?

I'm Ben.

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

BORED

Hmm... what shall I talk about today...

How about..

FRIENDSHIP

Its one of the things I value most.
Seriously, what would one do without friends?

I mean.. I would just..
Rot at home..

ALL DAY...

That would be a really really..

very bad..
I would literally die of boredom.

But still..
I'm really confused.

Looking from two perspectives,

I don't really understand why they want to do that.
I don't know what about it thats so great.

the other perspective..

I want it as well..
I think its all right.

I'm really confused..
I'm not even sure I'm saying the right perspectives..

Truly the world is a terrible and nice place to live.

But what really, is living supposed to be like?

Monday, June 28, 2010

Funny Little Me

I have to admit.

I feel things I don't want to
I hope for things I don't really need.

So what do I really need?

I've been thinking..

A hang out buddy
A person to call
A person to meet up with
A person to talk to
A person to walk with
A person to challenge me
A person to laugh with
A person to argue with
A person to laugh at
A person to be happy with
A person to look nice with

Someone
to stay up all night talking rubbish,
to text when you wake up,
to text before you fall asleep,
to argue about which place to hang out next,
to call me to go some place and meet up for no reason,
to meet up outside my house or that persons house,
who lives nearby,
who likes what I like,
who hates what I hate,
who hates what I like,
who likes what I hate,
who does't have transport problems,
who likes to annoy me in a good way,
who has a great smile,
who knows right from wrong,
who is smart,
who is caring,
who doesn't abandon you no matter what happens,
who doesn't win a fight but doesn't lose one either,
who doesn't wait to do things,
who makes my definition of fun look like a rock,
who makes me do things I am afraid to do,
who takes me to places we can afford,
who isn't demanding,
who doesn't want to hurt anyone,
who has that certain sense of humour,
who makes me go wow,
who makes collecting stems look like a grain of sand,
who makes the effort to come after me,
who doesn't want me to change for the worse,
who doesn't want anything but wants everything,

who knows?

I'm sure most of you have one
But quite frankly,

where's mine?